"If it were up to me I’d marry you right now. I’d start my life with you. We’d go out and buy that piece of land you want, build a cute little house. Have sex, cuddle by the fireplace and eat breakfast together the next morning. Go to work, and rush to get home just so we could see each other. Eventually have babies, and fight over who’s parents we’re naming them after. Buy our first dog. Celebrate our 10 year anniversary. Get in those bad fights, but make up after a day or so. Continue to surprise each other, watch the sunset from our front porch every now and then. Watch our babies graduate and start their lives. Retire. Meet our grandbabies. Hold each other every night and never forget the love that started this all. If it were up to me, I’d start that adventure with you right now."
Depression. Anger. Pressure. Overwhelmed.
Ugh, depression kicks in once again. I predicted it, and I’m dreading it. Lack of appetite or even consumption of food. At least I’m not throwing up again. Attempting to bury myself in work, but I don’t want to go too far, because I’ll see him less.
He is what keeps me going, he keeps me happy, when I’m with him or talk to him.
I’m drinking a little bit more often than usual. I’m smoking as usual, even when I said I’ll cut down after vacation.
I fucking hate this place. I just want to move, start over.
I do, I do.
Save, save, plan, leave.
i hope you fall in love with someone who makes you question why you ever thought you would be better off alone
(Source: lalondes, via fag-ology)
"Based on small case studies, the top 5 regrets of dying are: 1) Not living life being true to self 2) Having worked too hard 3) Not having the courage to express feelings 4) Not staying in touch with friends, and 5) Not letting yourself be happier."
This is Mindy Milkshakes as a puppy!
submitted by mindymilkshakes.tumblr.com
Can’t we just stay young.